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Uh, lots of rambling and emotions!

I stayed up to about six this morning working on a new layout. Then I went to sleep. And now I’m watching Judging Amy, after having slept for about five hours.

This show is one of my favorites. I’m not even sure what it has that gets me, but I’ve teared up and even cried a few times. I cried a little today when this thirteen year-old killed her best friend (car accident)…it was sad.

I always try to be less emotional because I hate sappy people. Well, it just annoys me. They’re not strong. And I want to be strong and independent. But I’m romantic and sappy. I think I’m going to stop trying to pretend those emotions aren’t there. I also think I have a good motherly instinct, which I always used to suppress. But I have decided to quit pretending that I’m tougher than I really am.

‘Cause what’s the point? I hate being fake, especially because it takes so much work. But I’ve done that quite a lot. So now I’m going to try and stop.

I miss Don. He’ll be back in a couple days. And all this love stuff on the tv show, really makes me miss him more. There’s also some baby stuff on the show, and it really makes me want a baby.

So what the hell happened to me? I never used to be like this.